Why "Bring The Rain"?

Yesterday I was feeling really down and depressed. It officially hit the 19 month mark of trying to conceive our first child together. I started thinking about if the first pregnancy would have stuck...that baby would have been 9 months old. Then I started thinking about the second pregnancy that ended way too early and how I would be 6 months along with that one. I tested yesterday in hopes I'd get my positive pregnancy test because of how beautiful my chart was looking. It was negative. I was crushed. My charts are so misleading. I wanted to give up. I wanted to forget about even wanting a baby and just put it in the past. Then I went to youtube.com to listen to music. I typed in "Bring on the rain"...its a JoDee Messina song. I seen a song on there from MercyMe called "Bring the rain"...out of curiousity I clicked on it. After listening to the words I knew it was God speaking to me. Immediately my mood changed. I was no longer depressed and crying. I started praying. I wanted to feel more of God. I was so comforted by the words of the song. I've been asked by people "How can you have so much faith in God?" How can I not? He is my rock and I live by His promise. How can I turn away from His love? I hope the words of this song touches you also! http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kseRKxkq5iY